Stupid Holiday

So Valentine's Day (stupid holiday) is tomorrow.

And I want to be that girl who is cool enough not to care, but honestly I wish that certain someone would make it a special day for me.

Not in a flowers-and-candy sort of way. No but in a I-finally-realize-that-you-are-the-one-for-me-and-I'm-sorry-it-took-so-long-to-figure-that-out... sort of way.

Eh, what can I do.  It won't happen.

In fact it will never happen because clearly that certain someone doesn't, never has, and never will feel the way I feel about him.

So here I am, being a grumpy love scorned teenager.

*Sigh*

Well all I need to do is sit and wait for one of three things to happen:

1. He loves me back

2. He doesn't and I can never have a long-lasting relationship because that poor guy will never be him

3. I meet the person I am am supposed to be with (and it's not him).

But whatever, I can still get my sad kicks out of the relationships around me.